Dear everyone I ever really knew, I acted like an asshole so I could keep my edge on you

half a year and here you are again
I'd go out in public if nobody ever asked
I sit home and drink alone and hope that bottle speaks, like you, like us, like me

half a year again, now it's a whole
February stationary from you on the wall
and I sit home and plead the throne to speak to speak to me to me, to me, hasn't said a single thing

you're probably too busy with your work
or am I just excusing you for leaving me alone?
there's nothing in these wooden drawers to bring you back, or to keep me bored
I don't know what to do with me no more

Deer - Manchester Orchestra